deepfriedandmintyfresh:
#untitled #nothing (Wurde mit instagram aufgenommen)
stuffed toy season
these are mushy days
of need
and being clingy
although she tries
i just can’t feel it
and i want to badly
credit those
invented stories
grateful for
music,
videos,
tweets
my bebes
(of whom
i am proud)
my bebelabs
(because being
your ate labs
is something
i take seriously)
for keeping me
sane
simply just
keeping me
this is
what it’s like
to try to hold on
and yet find
your arms empty
this i will be dismissed
as one of my vanities
but dear Lord
i need a stuffed bunny.
in the mean time
see above:
something i could
live by
grateful list
blessings small
but still plenty.
God i am grateful
you really do love me
~~~
(~P april 25, 2012)
(via myguidetohappiness)
life has been extremely tough on my heart these days, i’ve lost count of many times it cracked and broke in a span of only four days, during which all the pent up emotions got the best of me. the truth is, i am just a big mess right now. life has given me all the reasons to be angry and maybe i am. the thing is, i can still reason with my anger, so much so, that i cannot be bitter and that surprises me because at the rate that life is throwing me these curve balls, i should be very, very angry. i have the right to be. i just stop caring for a moment, spew the deepest truths and hurt people in the process. i should be wrecking havoc right now but i just freeze. i tense up for a while and then i become oddly calm and strangely peaceful, maybe because i know i did all i could do and the rest isn’t on me. i don’t know if that’s a good thing…i hope it is. sometimes, i think being strong and too nice is a weird combination. i wrote, i smiled (and hopefully made people smile), ergo, i survived. and under these circumstances, God knows survival and the mere resolve to continue breathing, is, in itself, a badge of courage. there is still so much love in the world. i feel it. i hope you do too. more joy tomorrow. :) <3
(via 10paperoceans)
beadsflowers:
by tubidu
THE BEST WAY TO END THE DAY: THE MOST INSPIRING MESSAGES! (EDITED) BUT STILL SO MEANINGFUL AND TOUCHING:
(thank you, you know who you are since you have this site bookmarked. you have no idea how much this means. i am extremely greateful).
You don’t bore me at all. You make sense to me. As for the random thoughts, well that’s what makes you a great writer. Such contribute to your spontaneity….
TO WHICH I REPLY:
this has to be one of the sweetest messages i’ve received it is so touching, i am saving it on my blog (don’t worry i do this to all the beautiful messages i get so i have something to go back to whenever i need to remember who i am). i do not think you need to make time to blog, i think words, images, come to you naturally… you are blessed to have to have such a wealth of experiences when i can only wish to have a fraction of a life…to me, experience makes more sense when i put it into words. i wish, when you do decide to go back to writing it will serve the same purpose for you. i am glad and grateful to know that i make sense to at least one person. 
(via recklessdarling)
it was a relatively good day: awake at three am, caught the whitney memorial, broke down hearing perry’s and costner’s beautiful speeches. wrote. went back to sleep. woke up before noon to instagram cuteness, news of a movie date and alphabet love. unofficially yours (which is an awesome pinoy movie if you ask me…), chance meeting with my lola’s siblings - lolas nini, marissa and charing, tito sito, a belated christmas gift and happy lemon. will be writing about the movie when i can. God, love and heaven bless us all. <33 :))
(via misswallflower)
chibird:
Please? I just want to lie down with a fluffy blanket and dream away my troubles.
MORAL OF THE DAY: it’s no use wearing your heart in your sleeve if people refuse to see it. it’s easy to say living by heart only matters to you and not to anyone else, this is true but it would be nice for people who say they love me to pay attention. i am grateful that you see it, though, through this platform. i am grateful you grant me permission. it truly gores a long way. :)
capturedphotos:
Top Photos of 2011 (Part 1)
Photographed by: http://capturedphotos.tumblr.com/
Photos taken in various locations in the Philippines.
valeriechua:
Flora study n1 8x10 from Etsy. More Etsy finds here.
I WROTE TODAY! productive day is productive! :) no spam tomorrow, spontaneous reblogging is fun too. it’s cold where i am and my respiratory system does not like it *sniffles sniffles* anyway, i hope today’s posts make you think, make you smile. :)
(via berunagirldiaries)
